Hi hiii we’re already leaving February!✨ To be honest, this month was ‘meh’ for me because I cried a lot. I don’t usually cry (k-dramas excluded) but life took over me and my heart is too soft for it. My anxiety was a real blow to the heart (and at some point, I got anxiety attacks, barely sleep, lost my appetite and got sick) As it became less intense, I wasn’t getting better but instead, I was sad. My heart is aching throughout the month but while I was trapped in that hard time, I forced myself to keep a positive mindset.🍃
I don’t know how but I’ve been in a worst condition before and I just think I know better with how to deal with it now. Though, it was hard and hurt. I wanted to reach out to my friend but I just don’t think she’d understand because I don’t even know how to explain. And because, she was also having a hard time so I don’t want to burden her. There, we’re sad and alone, but we’re together…. I don’t know what I’m saying anymore I’m sorry 😣
I’m upset. I’m upset. I’m upset.
Anyway, I tried spreading the positivity as much as I can and share good things. So far, I think I did good. Maybe a little congrats for me on that? I’d really need that 💫 Also maybe a double congrats because succeeded on showing that I’m okay throughout the month??? 😆✨
I’ve also promised myself to keep a good vibe on Twitter. I actually try so hard not to let my emotions take over me and burst out through tweets. I know I did that before but I promised myself to keep a good vibe on there now.💖✨
Okayyyy enough with that bad energy! Now move to my reading activities this month which went pretty well 👏🏼 I’m sure it’s better than January. Honestly, I thought I wasn’t gonna read anything because my reading slump was so unbearable! It’s the worst, but it’s always the worst… But then, I fought it and *kinda* forced myself to read. But everything was okay, though. I didn’t pressure myself from that because I read some good books. So don’t worry 😉
Okay now, let’s begin with what I’ve read this February! 🌷✨
The Girl in Trouble by Stacy Claflin 🌟🌟🌟🌟
This was my first read of February. I was contemplating what to read at the beginning of the month and ended up with this. It was really interesting and I was intrigued with this Alex Mercer series. Maybe I should continue it…
Hamartia by Raquel Rich 🌟🌟🌟.5
I like the concept of this story but it was really confusing at first. But the climax got me emotional even though I was frustrated at the main character before that. You can read my full review here.
Let’s Be Legends by Sean Fesko 🌟🌟🌟🌟
This one is a short story about Kara being sentenced for killing her boyfriend. I personally think this story have its own potential but the pacing is too fast. Maybe because it’s a short story??? 🤔 You can read my full review here.
Shadow Girl by Liana Liu 🌟🌟🌟
This is my first time reading from this author (which I’ve never known before). The story is quite interesting. It gave me all the suspense but I also don’t like how some chapters are just so unnecessary and all unnecessary stuff that had been mentioned one by one.
American Panda by Gloria Chao 🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟
I finally had the chance to read this. And I’m so happy to say I LOVE THIS BOOK! 😍 The characters, the plot, the pacing, the writing—oh my gosh, seriously, the writing! There’s so much humors in this book and I just love everything about it! ❤️
The Beat on Ruby’s Street by Jenna Zark 🌟🌟🌟.5
A Middle Grade historical fiction book about Ruby who was on her way to Keruoac’s reading but was caught stealing at fruit store. After that incident, Ruby’s life is suddenly a mess; she is forced to live in children’s home. I found some tiny plot holes throughout this story which is really unsatisfying. You can read my full review here.
Fool’s Errand by Jenna Zark 🌟🌟🌟🌟
Following The Beat on Ruby’s Street, Fool’s Errand is the second book in this series. I personally think this book is better than the first one. The troubles they’re facing feels more intense and if you know me, I’ll be emotional about it. And yes, I was. 😂 You can read my full review here.
At the end of the day, even though this wasn’t a good month for me, my reading progress is getting better.😊 I’ve also started a bujo. It was a typical one but it helped me to be more organized. It helps so much and I’m so grateful for it.💖
Well, I hope everything will go smoothly this month. I hope YOU too have good times this month. 🌷✨
How was your February, everyone? You can tell me all about it and I’d be happy to know what you’ve been up to last month!! xx 🌷✨